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Writer's pictureMaria C Colon-Gonzalez

Sweet Surrender

Evil exists when you want to protect.

Evil is a dark plague that covers all of those who stay silent.

Evil is complicit.


Evil is to be silent, to look away

to not protect the weak and vulnerable

to not protect those you oath to serve.


Evil is prideful!

Evil might be your friend for survival,

But evil has become a ghost that walks with you;

others can see when you can not see.

There is no hiding; evil is lying.

Evil co-exists inside of you.


To the one that looked like me...

You are more evil at hiding.

To stand with a man, to dance and play the game of silence, secrecy, and complicity.

Evil is not hiding; evil is inside of you.

You turned away from the woman; how dare you now speak of Godly womanhood.

Evil is inside of you.

You have your man, and evil lives in your heart.

You don't have God! Evil lives inside of you.

You abandon your sisters for a moment; evil lives inside of you!


Evil? Evil is on YOU. Not me!

I was not part of the game.

I did not want to play this game.

You abused my innocence, but more than that, you preyed on my vulnerability.

Yes, evil is inside of you!


I was NOT part of this game.

I am no longer part of you.

I am no longer part of your collective.

I choose not to be covered by the mantle or anointing of silence, secrecy, and complicity.


You abused me because evil is inside of you.

You turned your head against me

because evil lives inside of you.

You gaslighted me because coward evil is inside of you.

Coward is your last name.

You dance with the man because evil is inside of you!


Evil!

I am no longer trapped with your evil!

I will care for my heart.

You have been exposed!

You are not anointed by my God, evil lives inside of you.

I walk away from this evil, no more carrying secrets in my calves. I recalined my body! I will not ignore my heart; its beats speak the truth.

I will speak the truth.

I will expose the evil inside of you.

I choose truth, which speaks of love and freedom.

I care for my heart, and I will embrace self-love.

I was not part of this evil, and I will continue to whisper, "You are not part of this evil."


No shaming in trusting

No shaming in loving

No shame in needing love

They prey on you!

They thought you were powerless.


Rise up, my girl!

Take care of your heart!

Let it out! Speak truth!

Take care of your heart, not their evil secrets.

Speak the truth with power and tenderness.

Take revenge. Sweet revenge.


I take back my relationships.

With God

And my collective of sisters and brothers who reject the evil inside of you

May I serve my collective well without evil

May I serve with my heart

I will pray, yet I will also speak.

I will speak truth with tenderness.


Sweet Surrender

I let go

I am not part of this evil

I choose my heart

I choose love

I choose truth

I choose MY God

Evil will always be inside of you!

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